Saturday, March 30, 2013

How life has been

Holiday. The first thing that made me so happy this year. I had to admit I look really stupid after class on Thursday. The moment I finish class, I walk back home smiling so wide to the extend I did not bother what people actually think of me. Well, I have to admit this is the first time i felt so happy having holiday because I am finally free from lectures, tutorial, test and assignment. And yes, it's only week 4 but i am thrown with all of these already. I guess that's it's true when they say university life is tough. At the same time, people did mention to make sure we enjoy it too. That night after class, I went out with Rebecca and met up with TJ and his gang. It was a bit awkward at first because I am a bit shy when i am around people i don't know but things went pretty well throughout the night.

We went to Camberwell to eat dinner at a place called Sophia. It was a Italian restaurant and the food was nice. During the dinner, there were so much laughter and fun. I was really grateful that the rest were so friendly and nice. When I meant nice, they are really nice. Anyway, after dinner they took me to the bar and yeah it was the first time I actually been into a bar. Well, I did not drink much only a cup. It did not really felt like i was in a bar more like a mamak stall. Hanging out with friends and chit chatting. I went back pretty early compare to the rest and I walk home with Korn. The guy who is the youngest member of the group and to me, he is just like a little brother. To sum up everything, the night went pretty well and it was indeed a night out i needed after so long. I would be looking forward to hang out with these cool people again.

Well, this is how I begin my holiday.

However,  not everything went well that day.

Back to the time where I finish my classes on Thursday. I went back home, switch on my PC and then I saw the news ' Wall Collapse in Swanston Street Killed Two'. Well, I was shocked as it was a famous route for all the student and for me when I walked back to my apartment on that street. The wind blew and the wall collapse. It was said the wind was really strong. This was a tragedy. It then occur to me that I only pass up there the night before and nothing happen. I guess this is life. You may never know what is going to happen to you. The people there were at the wrong place at the wrong time. At that time, I felt sad and pray for the survival who is in the critical condition to be able to make it through. Then, i kept track with the news and I found out one of the victim that pass away was the brother of the survival. He shield for the sister to protect her. It was so touching that it actually make me tear up when I knew it. But now, all we can do is pray for the sister to get through this nightmare and go back to the family.

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How I have been spending my first two days of holiday? Basically, I woke up 3pm on Friday. It was indeed a Good Friday for me for sleeping in so much. I felt guilty as i wasted half a day but I manage to gain all the sleep i need. I went dinner at Ying Thai with my cousins and aunty who came for a visit. For the Easter break, my cousins flew back to Malaysia. How I wish I could do so too? I wanna be back home with my parents, having movie night, meals together and car trips. I miss home so much!Hmm..  =((((

Lucky I had a few other cousins here or it would be worse They invited me for board games after dinner. So i went over to play up to 1 am in the morning before I got home. It was indeed an interesting game but I was glad i did not end up last at all last night. Having to be around with my cousins make me feel much more better because I still had family here. Lot of laughter we had Eventhough it was only a short while but it was indeed enjoyable.

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Today was just more of walking walking walking walking and exploring Melbourne. Walk all the way to Collins Street. Saw cool Graffiti and historical buildings! And found places I can take my parents to when they are here the next time. I am pretty sure they would like it. The breakfast in the cafe especially. I am so lazy to upload the photos and continue typing more. I thinks its quite a long post already but before I end this post, there is something I would want to express out.

Wayy back last week, when i was actually feeling a bit off after watching Vampire Diaries. It was the first time I had this mix emotion which gotten me so annoyed and everything came rushing to me that I want to shout out so loud to release everything that has been stuffed inside me. Watching how Elena turn off her feeling got me thinking what is it like to not feel anything? not to care about anything? do things I want so much? not worrying about what other ppl feel? It may seem cool and nice but at the end of the day, I felt pathetic. It was stupid. As much as I would like to flip the switch, it make me realise that I was only running away from problems. It eventually comes back after some time.

So basically I summarize everything because I dont want it to be too lengthy. That's all from me. Sucky title cause I dont know what to put for it.

Monday, March 18, 2013

~ 2013 ~

Well, another year has pass and I am now in University of Melbourne studying Commerce. So I actually manage to get into the university. It's so weird now that I am away from my family and friends back in Malaysia. To be honest, I seriously miss them so much and thinking of them would make me cry. This does not actually meean I don't like it here in Melbourne but its just the homesick feeling that is killing me. Melbourne is actually a nice place, the people here are nice and the system are really good.

If i am walking on a road in Malaysia , I would be worry all the way but not in Melbourne. There are people everywhere and yeah not to mention, so many asian here so I am not surrounded by the locals here. It just more safe around here but still, there are crimes everywhere. Anyhow the people here are really nice! I met lots of friends here from different countries but most of them from Malaysia. Well, the people I met are really awesome. They are funny, nice, helpful and just simply awesome. So far I've been really close to two pretty girls and they are Fion and Rebecca. We hang out once or twice and now we are good friends.

Fion (left) and Rebecca (right)
Pretty and sweet aren't they?

Fion is known to be the naughty girl and also a Jang Geuk Suk fan. Well, that's how we knew each other. I saw her lock screen to be him and i was like wow.. this girl likes him too. So, I just approach her and ask her about it and look where we are now, good friends. I know she been such a happy girl with the kiss on her cheek from Dave Days. She say she is naughty but she is actually nice and sweet. Even dedicated a post for me on my birthday! Once again , Thank You!

Rebecca is the girl that has been in the same college as me for 10 whole months and i only know her this year. I was afraid we wouldnt get along but surprising we did. In fact, i learn so many things from her. I have to say if it wasn't for her, I would have be in the lost and found section waiting for my cousin to come pick me up. and yes, i am terrible at direction. She loves shopping and she got beautiful dresses. She loves car and tells me all the time about the car on the road. I am sorry that i can't respond to those because i cant even tell the difference between Camry and Vios. Thank you for the lovely birthday present, the lipbum!

Both of this girls are just good friends and i hope we would get closer as time pass. Definately would wanna know more about the both of you.


Not to forget my best friends , Xiao Ning and Michelle. I am missing them hell alot. The times we laugh together and do crazy things. I miss all of it. I can't wait to reunite with you guys soon! I wanna go for dessert marathon and stalking facebook to car trip everywhere around Klang! Thanks for the photo album and the birthday present! I super love it! Thank you to dear Wei Jie and Jonathan too! All the way from Malaysia , you guys really rock! I feel so lucky to have you guys as my close friends. I really miss sitting the car because in here everywhere you wanna go you have to walk not like what i do in Malaysia. Wei Jie fetch me around as long as he is free! and Jonathan, the guy who never fail to make me laugh! and yeah, Nicole Tan, the girl who hits my butt all the time and always giving me advices. where can you get good friends like them who are always there for you whenever you need them!Not to forget, bujiku , the guy who never takes my money after how much i borrow from him. well, he is also my accounting sifu up till now. Never speaks English only pure Mandarin! Argh..

  


Le Best friend Lim Xiao Ning, the girl who I can just keep talking forever.

Our couple shirt, Michelle on the left is the girl who does crazy stuff with me and everytime we do it, Xiao Ning would just laugh at us. She is always the more mature girl among us. With her around, things can never go wrong.
<3 <3 I miss you guys just so much!! <3 <3
Not to forget, my family came to visit me to celebrate my 19th birthday with me! Sadly, they went back yesterday. The time we had together pass so fast but i had the best times of my life here with you guys! My birthday celebration just made me feel back in Malaysia with all the family member celebrating for me!

I am already missing my parents and my brothers now! I dont like this feeling. But even so, I am happy that I am able to spend time with them for the few days. I keep telling myself I will be meeting them soon. July , I am coming back. Just wait. Thank you daddy and mummy for coming here and help me set up my apartment again! Thank you for bringing my pig rabbit too.


Me and my two brothers! My youngest brother is always my camwhore partner. Up till now!



He is the one who keeps me entertain all the time. Even when i am eating lunch alone he will be there to accompany me in Malaysia. He can be so noisy at times but now I really miss him so much because my apartment is always so quiet.

To sum up the whole post, my life is just going well. Now i am going to sign off and get back to my homework =D

Toodles..



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